Thursday 7 May 2009

ooh

wow what's happened?

my first word was dada. how dull.
some classic friends

hm, tuesday, i did some english revision in the morning, went for a swim with mike, then went to my gran's for the biggest lunch in the world.
i had two hours with my history tutor then did some more english revision with my mother. :)
then yesterday, i did some MORE english revision, for four hours, then walked to luca's with mike, got the bus back to his, and snuggled with him and some lord of the rings, return of the king. it was lovely.
today i did some history in the morning, then went to my gran's again for lunch, where i did even more history and a bit of english. then i headed to my mum's for my biology tutor, then cosied up on the sofa to watch kirstie allsopp. god i bloody love that woman.
i feel so bloody lethargic at the moment. i need to get out and do something nice. i hate how tired i get revising. i need some bloody company...
and a haircut.

Monday 4 May 2009

sunday & monday

i was born with a squint. i had an operation when i was 2 to correct it.
bear grylls: mission everest.

on sunday, i had my biology tutor from 5 till 6, then i walked most of the way to mike's, we popped up to my dad's for some money, then walked FIVE MILES to luca's. luckily by the time we got there, my dad rae and asma had driven down (they'd left an hour after we had) and they gave us a lift back to mike's. i got a scoop of marshmallow and a scoop of chocolate with a flake. it was definately worth the hike.
we took a nice wee route actually, despite it pretty much doubling the distance we could have walked. we walked all the way down to porty, then along the prom and all the way along to musselburgh.
so we got a lift back to mike's, he got some clothes, and then we walked up the road to mine. we got in and watched some friends on the sofa, then i made us some cheesy spaghetti toast while he had a quick shower. after i ate it i felt all cosy and drowsy and nodded off a couple of times before we headed to bed.
we woke up this morning at about nine, but neither of us moved till about quarter to 10. we got up, had the most fantastic bacon roll in the world, then mike headed homeabout half 10. i watched some more classic friends with asma, had a quick shower and then headed down to my mum's.
i did five and a half hours of english revision today, and i'm bloody shattered. i'm feeling pretty pessimistic about it too. i spent the whole time writing about character development, writing out quotes, and rereading i'm not scared.
so, i'm gonna attempt five more hours tomorrow, even though it's exhausting. need to get an early night tonight. :)

Sunday 3 May 2009

saturday

i can't separate all my toes, the two littlest ones stick together.
i still remember - bloc party


yesterday, went down to kitty's about 4ish (after doing nothing in the way of revision). innes was there and we made and ate 18 chicken nuggets between the 3 of us. :) me and innes got up to some hilarious mischief on the computer. then mike came round, and me and him wandered up to rosefield to decide what to do next. it was pretty bloody chilly yesterday actually, despite the sun.
anyway, then we wandered along the prom and to the pumping station and sat on a bench for a bit before wandering back to the daisy park to meet up with people.
me carly and innes sat on the grass all afternoon while i read them sex stories from such classy magazines as real people, pick me up, and love it. ;) we also learnt a fair bit about bacterial vaginosis. oh how easily led people are...
then i started to feel a bit queasy, (i think i have swine flu, i seem the sort of person who would get it), so i headed home. mike and innes chummed me along to the high street, which was not a bloody enjoyable walk. i had lost ALL energy.
i got in and got straight into bed pretty much, with some herby cheese spread on toast and a cup of tea, and i was fast asleep by about 11. i tried to watch a bit of amelie but i couldn't be arse with the effort of reading the subtitles.
then this morning i was awoken by the blazing sunlight (i really need some curtains in my bedroom, it's a nightmare). i watched friends, attempted some english revision, then watched will and grace.
also tried to do some french revision in the garden, but it was too fucking bright to concentrate, so here i am. :)

Saturday 2 May 2009

breif

when i was born my parents thought i'd have curly blonde hair and blue eyes. how wrong they were.
silence

right, so yesterday was gooood. :) left school after 3rd period (mental) then went to mike's, we watched lord of the rings and had pizza. i stayed there last night and we had a chinese, and watched 28 days later, which bloody terrified me.
today i'm feeling pretty vile and tired but still good. gonna head to kitty's for films and fruit after a bit of french vocab revision and then meet up with mike later.

Wednesday 29 April 2009

good day

i have 3 birthmarks, one on my arm, one on my hip and one on my eyebrow.
killing me softly with his song, the fugees

:L i have the most disgraceful taste in music ever.
so today was my art exam. that was disheartening - i spent four hours on something which looked like a 5 year old could have done it. with their eyes closed. so that was a waste of time.
the lunch break was good though, me and kitty wandered to porty, had some ricecakes then came back in the space of 45 minutes which i was pretty impressed with. we only stayed till 2, and then me kitty and ruth went down to rosefield and sat in the sun for a while. it really felt like summer had started. kitty completely failed at a couple of cartwheels which was fun. :')
dunno what i'm saying though, i can't even do a forward roll without doing myself some serious neck damage.
so after that, i contemplated dying my hair, but decided against it and instead invested in some lamb samosas (which i shared with kitty's mum). ruth got some cake and kitty got a burger so we went and ate it all at kitty's house. then i popped round to mike's, and we walked to mine so he could collect his stuff. we had tea and watched friends for a bit, then he went home, and i had fahitas.
nom nom nom
i need to do some more history revision tonight, i'm gonna fail so badly.

Tuesday 28 April 2009

jeeeezo

i'm shattered

i missed the first two months of p1 cause i got chicken pox really badly. (cause of my eczema it was worse than normal)
red dress - tv on the radio

i think i'm losing my voice. (it took me four attempts to spell voice right there) i just spent two hours straight talking through the entire history syllabus. i know a lot more than i thought i did though, which i'm pleased about. :)
mm, what happened today? i had numerous crap subjects at school... i hate tuesdays. it's my art exam tomorrow, which i'm likely to get about a 6 in. i want to do a piece of modern art consisting of two lines down a piece of paper.
i don't get how they can judge how good a piece of art is. i suppose cause we're drawing from something we see, it has to be on accuracy. but we should be allowed to do some big emotional expressive thing where we can just scribble paint about the page.
oh, my angst would get me far.
agh i'm awful. so after school i popped into town with innes and carla, we got mrs allen's present, which was a teddy from cath kidston, 20 quid for cath kidston and 15 quid for blackwells (i don't actually have a pound sign on this keyboard :L) we're not actually that loaded that we can spend so much on a teacher, we got some funding from the class (2 quid a head).
we popped into chocolate soup as well, and i got a toffee fudge caffe mocha, and me and innes shared a bit of chocolate orange shortbread. i'm never going to strbuck's again.
they were advertising for bloody staff in there as well, but you needed experience, of which i have none. -_-
not much else interesting happened apart from when carla was drinking her hot chocolate she got some on her forehead. (L)

Monday 27 April 2009

crap

daaaaay

i tried to learn the guitar for a while
united we stand, elton john

jesus i love elton.
argh what a SHIT day. i had a shit time at school, got harassed to revise at home, and then ended up playing some god awful games on bbc bitesize.
i hate school so much. i hate revision. i'm feeling all-round negative today and a lot of people have had to suffer the blows of my frustration.
:L i'm so gay.
i had carla round this evening for a while, which was nice. we went and bought lots of rubbish from scotmid. i wouldn't mind a cigarette about now.
can't be bothered to say much more, i'm half asleep here.

Sunday 26 April 2009

i love carla rae

she's sexy ;)

and loves beth stanners so bloody much :)

Saturday 25 April 2009

headache

i saved my little sister's life once when she nearly fell out of a rollercoaster (my greatest victory in life)
golden brown, the stranglers

yesterday i did some revision and watched friends all day, i was all lethargic off my 3 hours of sleep on friday night. me and kitty went to a party with gibby and chris at the rugby club which was pretty good.
then after doing nothing, carla came round and we did even more nothing for a while. then i started to get a headache and decided i wanted to go out for a walk. so we wandered all the way along the beach with rae and then popped up to the daisy park to see everyone. we stayed there for about hlaf an hour or so then my dad picked us up and took us along to luca's :D and i got irn bru and mango sorbet to be excema-friendly.
then we popped down to the daisy park and i was shaking rapidly for a while with the cold of my sorbet, but i recovered when me and carla popped in to sean's for a bit. after we went back to the park we didn't stay for long and walked home just after 10. we had a really good long chat all the way up the road, and got back in, at some spag bol, and went to bed.

Thursday 23 April 2009

hm

i used to play the cello
closer - kings of leon

last night was the talent show, it was really good fun :) alex and juliette won, which i was delighted about, and we were overly loud and drew more attention to ourselves than necessary. i came home and watched some of desperate housewives but then fell asleep.
i was woken up at 6 this morning when my dad came in to turn my telly off and i heard him laughing at the hoobs, which was on at the time. school today was pretty shit, apart from PE at the pulse centre, where i did some rapid cross trainer/biking.
mm, drama was pretty nice as well. i'm doing so shit with revision, i've done none since the holidays, and i keep telling myself it's okay cause i'm doing work at school. and that would be acceptable if i was actually DOING anything at school. but in english we've been playing our board games, drama's a piss about, and in biology we're still to finish the course.
anyway, several factors of today made my day foul. the weather was disgusting, there were no rice cakes in scotmid, and i paid £1.35 for a bottle of water and a packet of snack a jacks at the duddy shop (which i made a point of saying loudly was extortionately priced). plus i'm on the volvic challenge starting today and i've been peeing like a racehorse.
i got home today in a shit mood, so i called up carla and she popped round to keep me company. we've failed completely at making hot chocolate and burnt sausages to cinders since she got here. i'm about to tuck into my replacement hot chocolate now though.
i was thinking about watching high school musical 3 tonight, but i don't know if i have time after the simpsons. but i won't get another chance cause emma needs it back tomorrow.
pointless info there.

Wednesday 22 April 2009

bloody hell

my knees look like they're on the wrong leg.
grace kelly blues - the eels

school's so tiring.
didn't really do anything of interest today, had drama, graph comm, SE (where we got a study period), french, biology, and maths (where we had more free study). it's the portobello high school talent show tonight, should be a sight... there's some bloody weird folk at our school.
it's sad that i'm really missing world of warcraft. i've decided that i'm gonna buy it if i get a job. maybe i've already said this, but i've been thinking about it today. it's not good that i feel a desire to be playing it. i only played for two bloody days.
my dad's doing his yoga behind me. he honestly thinks he's about 20, but he's pushing 50. fucking ridiculous midlife crisis - he has a blonde afro, wears silver shoes and wants to buy a scooter... who knows.
mm, i'm gonna head out, i need to get ready to leave, doors for the talent show open in half an hour.
tara :)

Tuesday 21 April 2009

you know what

i brush my teeth to a tune. and when i started crawling, the first thing i picked up was trainspotting. i was born at 5.57pm on a tuesday (full of grace, i am) and i'm allergic to cow's milk, and everything containing it, penicillin and kiwi.
wasn't that a treat?
i need to start thinking of something people probably won't know about me. might brighten things up a bit. and i'm gonna copy carla and say what i'm listening to, which is
bye bye bubble belly, by the wave pictures
right, today i was back at school. made board games in english, revised drama section a, genetic engineering in biology, hitler's rise to power in history, nature tables and gradients of tangents in maths, and then practised my art exam picture.
fantastic. went for lunch at kitty's today, when we got down there, the bloody dog had torn up a bin bag and there was rubbish scattered about the kitchen. so becuase kitty "doesn't do bins" me and her mum had to tidy it all up. it was stinky.
got home and watched hollyoaks for the first time in months, just for general intrigue over the new and wonderful plot... theresa really isn't that great looking.
anyway, i'm gonna try and do a unit of history. (it's not going to happen...)

Monday 20 April 2009

beach day :)

well on saturday evening i went to mike's and we walked along the beach then watched a bit of tv, and i walked home about 11.30.
on sunday i got up at about 8, had a quick shower and got dressed. i left the house at about half 9 and went down to mike's. we snoozed for a while then mike went and got ready while i continued to sleep.
at about half 12 we left for glasgow, and got there around half one. it was mike's gran's 80th birthday party. i got to meet all his family and whatnot and it was really lovely. :) except i bloody dropped a glass (but it didn't break) and and i was a silent creep.
we got back about 8 then made a flask of tea and headed up arthur's seat, cause it was all warm and sunny. we sat up there for about an hour then headed back for tv and a snuggle on the sofa.
got up about half 9 this morning, and mike left about half 11. i stayed in till 1 then had a hike over arthur's seat (on my own in a nice dress) and went to see my gran and grandad for lunch. they always put on a good spread... ;) i had crackers and cheese, and grapes and pizza and half a bueno. it was lovely.
then i headed down to the beach to meet kitty and everyone. it was bloody lovely, but i was so desperate to get in the sea. i had to restrain myself, cause i got a scabby arm last time i was in the water at porty. it's disgusting, all sewagey and jakey needles.
we played british bulldogs which was pretty funny, i jumped on kitty's back and floored her. it was such a nice end to the holiday.
anyway, after that i had my lovely tutor felix for 2 hours for french, so i got a couple of listening past papers done.
back to school tomorrow... :

Saturday 18 April 2009

thursday - saturday

well thursday was the most uneventful day of my life. i spent 12 hours on the computer, and downloaded the 10 day world of warcraft trial. in all honesty, i really enjoyed it. carla came round in the evening and stayed over, we slept on the sofas.
on friday, i popped into town and got some money, then went home and saw my biology tutor. then i headed up to my dad's to meet carla. i had some people round drinking and stuff, which got a bit bloody rowdy to say the least at points. but i had carla there to fight my battles...
despite the rowdiness i did have a good time, apart from when robbie dived off the bloody balcony. but again, carla dealt with that. :) then me carla kitty and mike sat up till about 4, watching crap tv and drinking white storm. ;) it was a lot nicer when things were quiet.
today, i woke up and had a quick tidy, then got back into bed for a bit. mike went home at about half 11, then me kitty and carla went to morrison's and got pizza and supernoodles. we got home and had a final clear up, had some lunch, then carla went home and me and kitty went into town.
we had a wee wander about but had no bloody energy so gave up and went home.
for the rest of this afternoon i lay on my bedroom floor watching come dine with me, and in a second i'm making a stirfry.
which will be followed by a good game of wow.

Thursday 16 April 2009

and so it begins

we'll see how long i manage to keep this going...
today, i haven't really done anything of any interest, but yesterday was nice. i got up at about half 9 yesterday and got straight down to a bit of biology revision, and did pretty well in it. at about 3 i headed down to mike's. we sat about there for a bit and then realized we were VERY late for knowing, which we were meant to be seeing at 10 to 6 (it was only 10 to 5, but we had errands to run before). so i texted orange about a hundred times to ask them to send me a ticket for orange wednesday, and we went to morrison's to get popcorn.
orange ended up not texting me for a good hour after that, so we missed the showing we wanted to go to. but then orange sent me 5 messages telling me they'd already sent me a text ticket, and the text i'd been trying to get since midnight on tuesday. :|
anyway, we went to the 8.30 showing instead, (and were cornered by a very greasy drunk man on the bus), and the film was pretty good up untill the bloody ending where a spaceship comes down and saves the children. they must have been taking the piss when they thought that would be a good bloody ending. however, i was pretty impressed by new york city exploding.
we headed back to mike's at about 11, and got a chinese from mr so's on the way, which was a bit too crispy, but lovely nonetheless.
woke up this morning at about half 10, and woke mike up with me. i had a good shower and sat outside in the mist for a while. then headed home and did some more biology.
i'm so uninteresting.